A Phrase So Brief<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n On my bed again I lay. I knew how much a song could guide you back to certain days, It\u2019s what they say, enjoy your years becoming teen, Though I don\u2019t dislike the present as some may say, No sight of lights from far away. Abnormal Simplicity<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n I always wonder what it\u2019s like to know. Hearing stories as I go, To only imagine that normal can be claimed On the contrary, I do know mine. First one\u2019s warm, almost like home. I could hate it all I want, …and if it burns, let it. A Phrase So Brief On my bed again I lay.Evening turns to night, where blinds are downand…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":32,"featured_media":615,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-612","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blueandread.asbarcelona.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/612","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blueandread.asbarcelona.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blueandread.asbarcelona.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blueandread.asbarcelona.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/32"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blueandread.asbarcelona.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=612"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/blueandread.asbarcelona.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/612\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":660,"href":"https:\/\/blueandread.asbarcelona.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/612\/revisions\/660"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blueandread.asbarcelona.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/615"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blueandread.asbarcelona.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=612"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blueandread.asbarcelona.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=612"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blueandread.asbarcelona.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=612"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
Evening turns to night, where blinds are down
and lights are dim from far away.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
but guided by a phrase so brief?
Not until today.
To be this young and miss a youthful love,
as if too old to live a free fall moment one has only dreamed.
To feel the looseness of those expectations,
expecting all that wouldn\u2019t be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
until the time is yours to say the same
to those who wish to come of age, be seen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
what a wish had it become, to relive the mind, a feel, the state,
of an I who felt alive and gave.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Night turns into morning, another start to find a better way.
A way to make it happen,
and to live as though the fear to lose can\u2019t carve away my say.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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To feel the stable grounds built with another,
and to trust that floors won\u2019t crash below.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
in all of them I see the sharing smiles,
the dances in the rain.
I see how much a vibrant grass of green can make you feel
and I suppose those hugs are there to set you free-
I pause.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
as ease, as certainty and breeze.
To me this seems abnormal,
I guess simplicity is not for me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s not a yes it\u2019s not a no,
it\u2019s the maybe in between.
A situation so complex,
like endless mind games in a movie scene.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
You start to play with fire
so its warmth begins to burn.
But the other\u2019s daring, it is foolish,
unaccepted, far from reach, it screams concern-
I pause.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
then what\u2019s the point of reading with a spoiler?
Learning maybes from the start.
Being mystery\u2019s exploiter?
What\u2019s the point of living, knowing all.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"